August 22
How do I feel right now?
Right now, I feel a mixture of things.
My day has been alright.
Not too long ago, I thought I was going to have a really good ending to the night.
As I write this now, it looks like that may not happen.
How did I approach today?
My approach today was really laid-back.
I slept well and got to wake up when I wanted to.
I went through the day without being overly focused on accomplishing anything in particular. I mostly just relaxed and allowed the day to unfold.
What is one thing I completed today?
One thing I did today was create my first playlist using YouTube Music.
It wasn’t anything major, but it was something.
Like I said, today was a relaxation day.
Additional Reflection
Effort.
Not just effort, but sincere effort.
That’s really all I want.
If things don’t go through tonight, that will make it the third time since we started talking.
Do I think she is sincere?
I don’t know.
Honestly, I don’t.
If things don’t go as planned, I know I’ll be a little discouraged.
Hopefully, though, I can work through that discouragement without becoming passive-aggressive or reacting in a way I’ll regret later.